Jaycub

Goodbye my friend, goodbye.

2002-02-17T05:57:54Z

Today was a long and hard day. The wake for Holly was today. It was really hard to go to and see all of my friends and teachers and parents and kids and so many other people there crying and hugging. It was touching.

I was doing okay until some of my friends came out. Robin Sanders came out balling and she ran right to me and hugged me and just cried and cried, then Misty Wingert came, then Natasha, It was horrible.

Then Loren came out and we just stood there hugging each other for the longest time. When Erykah, her mom, and I got in Theresa, Candi, Amy, and Emily came down the side after seeing the casket. They were just balling. Theresa came over to me, crying. Then she went to Erykah, and Amy cam over to me and we just hugged and cried. I told her that I never thought that we would ever have to do this. Then Candi came over and we cried more and more.

The service got to me.... bad. I would rather not go into what it said, but it was very good.

I hope that she found the peace and love that she wanted where ever she is. I also hope that she saw how many people loved and her and how many lives she touched.

Goodbye Holly. I love you and I will forever miss you.

new projects.... no time

2002-02-04T00:22:09Z

This weekend was rather interesting.

I thought I would drop in and tell everyone that I'm starting a new journal/blog. I'm gonna get a domain and such for it so if anyone has any good places for me to get a domain and good hosting please comment me and tell me the information. Thanks.

We're out of school next week!! Actually it's just Mon-Wed but we're still out! I'm excited.

That's about all for now, I'll write more about my weekend later.

Give Thanks

2002-01-22T23:28:23Z

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THE NEW LAYOUT YOU MADE ME AMANDA!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Good luck with Fireworks!

bigredd2222 @ 2002-01-21T00:16:00

2002-01-21T06:16:08Z

w00t! Guess who has a new layout! ME! It's kinda simple, but I like it.

bigredd2222 @ 2002-01-15T21:58:00

2002-01-16T03:57:58Z

WHOLY SHIZNIT!!!!!! I almost had a heart attack! WTF! ahaha.. omg.. ahah, everyone take a look at this.

bigredd2222 @ 2002-01-10T10:18:00

2002-01-10T16:14:25Z

I am a celebrity, a natural born leader, and a mascot. When old people think of video games, they oftentimes get a mental image of me. Countless times I've been called into battle to save Peach from various baddies, even back in the days of Atari, and I have never faltered. Others may be jealous, but who cares? I'm Mario!

What Super Mario Bros character are you?

bigredd2222 @ 2002-01-10T10:13:00

2002-01-10T16:09:01Z

My Spirit Animal is the Dragon!

Cycle of Power: Varies

Aspects: Magick, Shapeshifting, Element Kinship

The Aspects of the dragon vary by elemental alignment.
Click here
to discover your spirit animal!

This test made by Celtic_Shamanes

kinda neat isn't it?

bigredd2222 @ 2002-01-08T21:38:00

2002-01-09T03:44:25Z

ok! I know it's been an awefully LONG time since I updated the journal and I'm sorry! I just haven't wanted to update.

Okay.... lets see if I can fill you in on life for the last month.....

Josh is in Afganistan until late Feb, or early to mid March.

I bought a new computer Sunday. (P3 1 gig, 256 RAM, 52X CD ROM)

Work is good.

Social life, working on it.....

Got a puppy for Christmas, but couldn't keep it. (Long story, please don't
ask)

Well.... that's about it.

Be expecting a new layout here soon. Verry soon. I'm also about to buy a domain. I may even start on a Final Fantasy Resource Site. It's gonna be huge.

bigredd2222 @ 2001-12-10T10:31:00

2001-12-10T16:34:14Z

Man, it's been a while since I last updated this journal! I am suffering from a lack of sleep this weekend. Friday night I closed at Pizza Hut, so I went to bed at like 1:30. THEN I had to get up and take my ACT test at 6:45. I got home and watched Pearl Harbor on DVD that I bought Thursday night. (Pearl Harbor is my favorite movie!) Then, I went to work at like 4:30 and closed Saturday night too! I didn't go to bed til like 1:45. I had to be up at 8:15 for church.

When I got home from church, I wrapped the presents that I had bought for my family and put them under the tree.

Well, I'm here at school, not doing to much. "Just Chillin" as Amy would say.

That's all for now.

Later

bigredd2222 @ 2001-11-16T10:09:00

2001-11-16T16:09:33Z

If I was an Autobot, I'd be:

Take the Transformers personality test at android5.com!

Hehe... I like Transformers. It was a good show. :*( quality television, oh how I miss the...

to whom it may concern....

2001-11-07T02:49:33Z

Does anyone that reads my journal know how to use Macromedia Fireworks? I really need some help with it! If you wouldn't mind helping me you can reach me with the following ways....

E-mail : here
AIM : click
Y! : jaycub2
MSN : bigredd2222@msn.com

I really appreciate you help!!!

AHHH!

2001-10-30T03:03:39Z

I AM 44% GEEK.

I probably work in computers, or a history
deptartment at a college. I never really
fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have
friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

WHAT!! :)

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-12T14:53:00

2001-10-12T19:54:03Z

blah... I don't want to go back to school Monday... interims. ick

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-09T22:45:00

2001-10-10T03:45:28Z

Hello internet world! I'm back! I have taken a long break from the internet and now I'm back better that ever. I'm gonna keep my shive layout for awhile, and I have another one coming, so that's that.

I got Windows XP Sunday! It's awesome!!! I love it! Thank you Jody! :)

Well, I'm about to jet to bed, night!

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-07T00:37:00

2001-10-07T05:40:22Z

Sunday er... today is Seth's birthday! so I would like to take this time to tell him...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Thank you, that is all.

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-07T00:27:00

2001-10-07T05:30:21Z

thought you all would be interested in knowing that......

hmm... interesting

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-05T16:14:00

2001-10-05T21:17:12Z

who likes my new layout?!? It features Shiva from Final Fantasy X!

Comment and tell me what think!

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-02T22:21:00

2001-10-03T03:24:21Z

I want my domain name!!!! I want to get either ever-dreams.net OR emerald-halo.net, Either one works for me. I kinda like the second one better. I'm gonna be buying them from dotster unless anyone does a better place. If so, comment and tell me!

Thanks all! OH! BTW!!! amanda has a swank new layout! Go check it out people!

Well... I'm gonna finish watching The Mummy Returns, then I'm going to bed.

Night

bigredd2222 @ 2001-10-01T21:39:00

2001-10-02T02:42:01Z

I wish I was awesome at graphics... I really want to be, it just seems like I don't have the nack for it. You see all these people with their profession looking graphics that look so awesome and I just wish I could be that good. I want to take classes, but I don't have a car, I don't have anyone to bring me, and I'm in school and can't take off to go to graphics classes. -major sigh- one day... one day!

Anywho......

Be expecting a new layout! I have some ideas and I'm gonna play around the colors and stuff. well... that's all for now....

Ciao.

bigredd2222 @ 2001-09-27T15:46:00

2001-09-27T20:48:45Z

people, do you know what this means?!? you can download bejeweled for the computer! I will never leave my computer now. (not that I got away from it that much.) but moving along....

today was a good day. Although nothing special happened, it was still a good day. I'm gonna make me some icons I do believe. Yes. Icons. -goes into graphics mode- write more later.

bigredd2222 @ 2001-09-26T22:56:00

2001-09-27T03:58:21Z

I'm so tired right now.... it's horrible.

oh Erykah, thanks for the icons! They are great for an anime idiot! Love then lots!

-falls over-

I'm off to bed.

bigredd2222 @ 2001-09-26T16:01:00

2001-09-26T21:03:57Z

hmmm... why is Erykah the only one that comments on my journal? Perhaps it's because I need to start commenting people.

Sorry you guys. I'll try to do better. Honest! -scout sign-

bigredd2222 @ 2001-09-24T21:40:00

2001-09-25T02:42:16Z

hello all! Yes I'm still alive, in case you all were wondering.

I got me a new hair style. :) I'm spiking it now. I like it, and so does everyone else. Not that it matters, it's my hair and I'll do with it what I please. Thank You.

As you can see, I got myself a new layout! Nothing special, but for some reason I'm in love with it. I've been out of my layout juices lately. I just can't come up with anything anymore. It is rather annoying. Either I can't come up with anything, or when I come up with something, I don't know how to do it. ARGH. I was I was a web-design god. I'll get there, some day.

School is going good. Well minus Chemistry and my stupid, inept teacher. But that's another story all together now isn't it?

I feel so different lately. It's almost like I'm in my own little world, were no matter what someone says or does, it doesn't phase me. It's kinda wierd. This school year sucks. Last year was so awesome, but this year, just.... sucks. -shrugs- hmm.

:P

2001-09-22T01:21:41Z

Surgery went good today. I went out to eat afterwards and then to wal-mart. I got to ride in those little motorized carts! I felt so special! I saw my Crystal, Theresa's mom, and my english teacher.

And here I set, with my foot setting on my desk and it's never unconfortable.

another worry out the window

2001-09-20T20:28:30Z

mom's surgery (which I forgot to write about in my pissed off mood yesterday) went perfectly fine today.

About two weeks ago, she went to the doctor and they found a sis under her left breast, so today they went in and removed it.

Josh called and he told us that no matter what the news says, he's not going to be shipped off or anything, which is awesome! I was worried about that.

Jody got home okay from Canada and I don't think he'll be flying anywhere any time soon.